r heart, and however loathsome the filth awaiting her — the feeling of insult will elevate and purify her . . . by Gel Lyte V Black Friday Sale hatred . . . h’m! . . . perhaps, too, by forgiveness . . . . Will all that make David Schlemko Tröjor things easier for her though? . . . ”
And, indeed, I will ask on my own account here, an idle question: which is better — cheap happiness or exalted sufferings? Well, which Jason Garrison Tröjor is better?
So I dreamed as I sat at home that evening, almost dead with the pain in my soul. Never had I endured such suffering and remorse, yet could there have been the faintest doubt when I ran out from my lodging that I should turn back half-way? I never met Liza again and I have heard nothing of her. Kvinnor Vests I will add, too, that I remained for a long time afterwards pleased with the phrase about the benefit from resentment and hatred in spite of the fact that I almost fell ill from misery.
. . . . .
Even now, so many years later, all this is somehow a very evil memory. I have many evil memories now, but . . . hadn’t I better end my “Notes” here? I believe I made a mistake in beginning to write them, anyway I have felt ashamed all the time I’ve been writing this story; so it’s hardly literature so much as a corrective punishment. Why, to tell long stories, showing how I have spoiled my life through morally rotting in my corner, through lack of fitting environment, through divorce from real life, and rankling spite Jesper Fast Tröjor in my underground world, would certainly not be interesting; a novel needs a hero, and all the traits for an anti-hero are EXPRESSLY gathered together here, and what matters most, it all produces an unpleasant impression, for we are all divorced from life, we are all cripples, every one of us, more or less. We are so divorced from it that we feel at once a sort of loathing for real life, and so cannot bear to Joe Pavelski Tröjor be reminded of it. Why, we have come almost Seth Jones Tröjor to looking upon real life as an effort, almost as hard Oscar Lindberg Tröjor work, and we are all privately Johnny Bower Tröjor agreed that it is better in books. And why do we fuss and fume sometimes? Why ar
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