t aside all grief because Dortmund Damen of the grief you have caused me. I was nurtured in the sense of privation; I never expected happiness; and in knowing you, in loving you, I have had, and still have, what reconciles me to life. You have been to my affections what light, what color is Sao Paulo Trikot to my eyes, what music is to the inward ear, you have raised a dim unrest into a vivid consciousness. The new life I have found in caring for your joy and sorrow more than for what is directly my own, has transformed the Koszulka Meksyk spirit of rebellious murmuring into that willing Indonesia Trikot endurance which is the birth of strong sympathy. I think nothing but such complete and intense love could have initiated me into that enlarged life which grows and grows by appropriating the life Bosnia Herzegovina Trikot of others; for before, I was always dragged back Yaya Toure Koszulka from it by Maillot Club América ever-present painful self-consciousness. I even think sometimes that this gift of transferred life which has come to me in loving you, may be a new power to me.
“Then, dear one, in spite of all, you have been the blessing of my life. Let no self-reproach weigh on you because of me. It is I who should rather reproach myself for having urged my Cesc Fabregas Trikot feelings upon you, and hurried you into words that you have felt as fetters. You meant to be true to those words; you have been true. I can measure your Maillot Italie sacrifice by what I have known in only one half-hour of your presence with me, when I dreamed that you might love me best. But, Maggie, I have no just claim on you for more than affectionate remembrance.
“For some time I Guadalajara Trikot have shrunk from writing to you, because I have shrunk even from the appearance of wishing to thrust myself before you, and so repeating my original error. But you will not misconstrue me. I know that we must keep apart for a long while; cruel tongues would force us apart, if nothing else did. But I shall not go away. The place where you are is the one where my mind must live, wherever I might travel. And remember that I am unchangeably yours — yours not with selfish wishes, but with a devotion that excludes such wishes.
“God comfort you, my loving, large-souled Maggie. If every one else has misconceived you, remember that you have never been doubted by him whose heart recognized you ten years ago.
“Do not believe any one who says I am ill, because I am not seen out of doors. I have only had nervous headaches — no worse than I have sometimes had them before. But the overpowering heat inclines me to be perfectly quiescent in the daytime. I am strong enough to obey any word which shall tell me that Bordeaux Trikot I can serve you by word or deed.
“Yours to the last,
“Philip Wakem.”
As Maggie knelt by the bed sobbing, with that letter pressed under her, her feelings again and again gathered themselves in a whispered cry, always in the same words —
“O God, is there any happiness in love that could make me forget their pain?”
Chapter IV: Maggie and Lucy
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